February 2012
I can’t take it anymore. I’m slowly losing it. So I’m just gonna turn off my phone like old times. Asdfghjkl; It’s whatever. Deuces.
Right now, I just want all my questions to be answered so I can finally stop contemplating. But that may just be me wanting feedback and reassurance from you.
Intentionally I was suppose to give it today, but we didn’t talk at all today. I’m kinda bummed about it, but things just happened and came to mind.
Self happiness, self happiness, self happiness. It’s a work in progress right now.
Since I had a lot of free time today, I came into realization that I’m almost a senior in a couple of more months. I mean the talks that I have in one particular class really gets to me the most. It may bore some people, but I consider every single little thing this person has to say. I mean, she’s right. She’s completely right. You gotta live it up and get out there a little...
The best way to succeed in life is to act on the...
If I continue to let things drag me down like this, I’ll never be able to grow fonder of as a person. I mean, I’m more focused on my problems rather than my own self. I gotta remember that it does matter about myself at the end of the day. Whether I’m happy or not? By that I mean self happiness. I don’t need to be tied down just yet. I mean, it’d be nice. But I know...
Why did you have to go out and put your input today? I didn’t want that whatsoever. I was perfectly okay with everything, up until I laid my eyes on my phone. Asdfghjkl; But it was stupid of me for even saying anything back.
I’m starting to miss you more.
What am I doing? What am I doing?
Every single time I feel this pain, I begin to think that maybe, maybe I have this issue inside of me. But I’m scared to find out the real answer..
I don’t want to be the one who puts in effort first all the time.
Asdfghjkl;
I don’t feel good again..
I’m slowly fucking up my junior year more, which means I need to get back in my zone.
I’m working on throwing away the darkness in my life.
Everyone deserves a second chance, but not for the same mistake.
I really need to start focusing on myself more. I’ve been slowly losing myself & I want the old me back more than anything.
I love my two niggas for always calling me at random times to give me a laugh or to just see if I’m doing okay.
“Everything you want is on the other side of fear.”
– Jack Canfield (via kari-shma)
Needs > Wants
Fuck this temptation of me wanting to talk to you right now. I tried once, but I didn’t get what I wanted in return. Asdfghjkl; Self control Janet, self control. You got this.
